So, I was overly ambitious with starting back to work, starting a new diet…blah blah blah.
Things haven’t been going well on the diet front. Actually, I do well until about 5 every day. Then, I go hog wild. So, I have to figure that out and then it won’t be so bad. I’ve been doing well packing lunches and eating healthy meals. It’s just the junk I eat after and between meals. Halloween candy was not a good choice. I should just take it to school.
But, really, I don’t even care that much, because for the first time in a really, really long time in my life I feel happy. I am happy to get up in the morning. Even with 6 hours of broken sleep. I am happy driving to work, and so excited as the day ends that I get to go get my baby boy.
I can’t even describe my love for him. He makes me so happy. Even when he is screaming his head off or being a whiner- I still just love him to pieces.
Well, it is 7:30 and I am going to bed. Daylight Savings Time is kicking this family’s ass.
: )
Xoxox,
Beth WA
the2beths 
dying over the second picture! adorbs.
I know! That is a hand me down sweater that was Natalie’s!!! And the hat was made my Craig’s friend from work.
Be gentle with yourself, lady. Each one of the individual things you’re tackling right now would be tough just on its own, let alone all of them together! One day at a time. Celebrate every victory. And forgive the transgressions. No one is perfect! Love you.
I know. I try. But, thanks for the reminder.